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Name: ~*~Sama~*~
Birthday: 11/27/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Writing has always been my passion and always will be. I love to eat and play on the computer. And of course hang out with my friends! Being at home stinks and I think everyone should get out and live their life with a bunch of people as crazy as you. :)
Expertise: Showing and giving love to those who want/need it.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  HKuroune
MSN: bob_billy7@hotmail.com
Member Since:
9/8/2005
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| It's always nice to do so. Especially about times that were once hard... but have become much easier over time. Or at least, things that you work on and just won't leave your mind. Heh. I can't seem to stop myself from reading my journals. I'm up to 18 now. Unfortunately I have not finished them all... And it will remain that way. Therefore, I continue my spirit and energy with each passing day. Life has become work, sleep, eat, poop, shower, clean, and alcohol. The last one is very important, for this is what I have been doing to make my nights interesting. They are plenty interesting on their own, yet the liquor always seems to enlighten my mood. Granted walking becomes a huge issue, but I get passed that. There are plenty of nice, sturdy walls to lean on. :) So many things have been going on lately, I don't even know where to begin! Ever since I graduated, it seems that I find myself back in my high school days. The times where I would just lay back in bed and day dream. At night, I rarely dream. The only times I do is when I eat meat before bed, and therefore results in a nightmare. :( However, during the day is where my mind's most secret and hidden thoughts come out to play. Racing thoughts of my friends, and how I seem to have lost them all....I still have a handful of very nice, dedicated, and awesome friends.... But the past seems to have come back to bite me in my ass. :( I do sometimes reminice about high school. Easier times they were, that's for sure. I find myself going back to read through my journals, as I said before, and each day am reminded of something I had forgotten. Then I think about it.... Forgotten, or purposely lost. I'm not certain. There is only one journal that holds a story of my past, a chapter of my life, that I try to forget about, yet I still yern to read it. I don't have the strength to open the pages...A coward I have become... Or still remain. Yet, my personality has grown stronger. My actions of how I handle situations has become much better. I think work has helped with that. Working at Macy's is a pain in the behind, that's for sure, however it has given me the strength to hold a much stronger communication with people... Even those I have trouble talking to. It may come to no surprise to some that I have a sad, angry side inside of me... I dare not let out. My sweet, caring side is what I keep on the surface in order to reensure that people don't get hurt and that I keep friends. Sure, some may call this being fake, but it is a part of me and how I truly am, therefore it is only being half fake. -nods- There is so much more to vent out... Yet I will save it for a later time. Now is not the time at all... So until next time. ~*~Sama~*~ | | |
| It seems since the last time I made a post! I can't believe that I used to update this thing almost every day... And sometimes 5 to 7 times a day. Aw, those were the days, back when I could multi-task like that and write in my journal as well as here. :)
Well I think it is time to write about my so called life, as Jeramiah put it back in January. That is something that I can't believe, that it is already March of 2010. Phew... Time is just flying by. I never really cared about how fast time would fly once I got out of high school, but now I see, I've got to move faster with my life!
Not a whole lot has really been going on with my life, except now that I have graduated with my Bachelor's degree, I have entered the world of searching endlessly for a nice, grown up job to help me pay my way out of my school loan debt. ^^ I don't think that I will ever really put a good enough dent into that loan.. Which is comprised of 7 different loans. It just sucks that the people keep selling the loans to another company, and keeping track of it all is just time consuming and annoying. Mother and I have had to argue endlessly with the people on the phone. First they didn't want to even talk to me because I do not have my name on the loan, except that I PAY THE LOAN!!! >< Ung... But what can you do?
Luckily now I am able to talk to them and yell sometimes. :)
It is nice.
Other than school, I have been enjoying living in Midlothian once again. ^^ Being so close to work and school has been a true virtue. I only have to fill up my car about once every 1 and a half to 2 weeks. Much better than the 2 to 3 times a week living here in Chester.
I am home today, or for the time being. Have some more things to pick up and go to the bank, and run a few more errands. It's really nice to see the dogs again. :) I've missed all of them, especially Angus. <3
Not too sure when Mum will be home, but her and Chuck are ripping up the carpeting from downstairs and replacing it with hardwood floors. Apparently they started yesterday but after ripping up the carpeting, they discovered that the subfloor is not level. A huge put back for them, since they really want to get this done. : /
My room looks so different now to me without my things in it. I helped mum paint the walls a couple weeks back, and now they have the computer desk and computer up here. I believe this is going to be mum's study while the spare bedroom is now going to be used for a dog room, or something like that. Maybe where mum will do her Gryehound Association things. :)
Oh I really should get going on such a pretty day. It's too nice to just sit inside all day. I guess until next time, I hope everyone enjoys this week until it rains this weekend! XP
~*~Sama~*~
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| Little DBZ Abridged to start off the morning. And what a cloudy, and dampish Monday morning, eh?? haha. Yes. First day of the new term. Accounting....Ahhh, I sure do love repeating classes. For some this is there second time.... This would be my third. ><;;; What can I say? I just love Accounting. XP Haha....Yeah. So at any rate, we are about to start class soon. -nodnod- But I wanted to get in a good post first. Since sometimes people actually still read it. ^^; I started Callenetics yesterday morning. I forgot just how hard it is. Even though it is only a 60 minute video...Haha. I'm going to do it again today after school. ^^; Got to get regular about it in hopes to get into better shape. I'm tired of being lazy...and having trouble going upstairs because of my knees. Though I am in pain now due to the video yesterday...I should do better since I didn't have work last night. ^^; ~*~Sama~*~ | | |
| Since ther has been a demand for an update....Here we go!!!  Sunday night was....very interesting. XP Though I enjoyed myself, therefore yay :) I really liked Monday after I got back from school (Final as crazy!! ><;;;) and we watched Dragonball Z Abridged. If viewers have not seen it, I strongly recommend it. Of course, it can lead to a severe case of continuous repetition of funny quotes. XP Trust me.....I know. For a few weeks straight I had to hear Shayne and Eugene quote it CONTINUOUSLY!!! And I had not a clue what the freak they were watching...AND THEN!!! They had me watch it. And after having Elyse and Jeramy watch it...I can see the effects. Hehe. Ahhh well it is good to quote. Ah yes. ~*~Sama~*~ | | |
| Ahhh what a day!? Work last night was mmk. Long as usual, but I like it that way. Specially since it makes time go by that much quicker. Thank goodness. XP hahah. At any rate, I have just finished my mid term for Human Resource Management....Yes, it is a real class....And damn I totally gave up in the beginning. I absolutely HATE multiple choice...Only half as much as I despise True/False...But that is another story. ^^; In lighter news, I am indeed over due for a PAP....Ung....As much as I despise those too, (little less than multiple choice, so much worse than True/False)...I must get one done. : / Just something about having a doctor being down between my legs and putting a plastic prong thing into me...that just doesn't sound all that appealing, or that comfortable either. XP Alas, why must I be female??? I am continuing to stay in debt, not a grand deal though..enough to get out. However I currently have 0.47 in one of my bank accounts...So yeah, I defiantely need to work on that . ><;;; I must keep working, despite the aches and pains I continuously get while at work. Therefore you say to yourself, "Why does she continue to do that job??? O.o;;" Well I'll tell you why, I freakin love it. <3 Despite the fact that every time I squat down to put away merchandise, I get a sharp pain that shoots up my spine, as well as a sharp pain in my pelvis...it's worth it to me. -nods- Plus, I don't consider any of what I do relevent to those pains. I do however blame my job for why my left side has continued to say pulled...Ung.... That is all. Until next time. ~*~Sama~*~ | | |
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